It’s time for America’s favorite game show: <audience
shouts> GURU OR VRITTI!
We learn from the texts that we already have all that we
need to progress on this path. To
paraphrase Vivekananda, we are Lions who have deluded ourselves into thinking
we are sheep. We seek teachers, those
who have traveled the path before us for guidance. The texts tell us that gurus are nothing more
than mirrors—they only reflect what we already are; more accurately, they
dispel the darkness so we can see what we already are. The real Guru is us, the indweller, not the
ego. If we listen carefully we can hear
the teachings within.
On a day-to-day basis, for most of us, these teachings get
drowned out by the noise of our vrittis, the fluctuations of our minds. The
vrittis are much louder and more convincing to our ego than the advice which
will actually help us. As students, we continually play a little game called:
<audience shouts>
GURU OR VRITTI!
<applause and theme music>
How to play: When the
little voice pops up in your head, you have to decide is speaking words of Truth
from the Guru, or words that lead you away from Truth of the Vritti.
How do you tell the difference? I find that Vrittis sound something like
this:
“I don’t wanna…”
“I can’t…”
“That’s DANGEROUS, don’t even try”
“Do it tomorrow.”
“Godd_mn you guyyyyyyyyyyyyys.”
Volume: VERY LOUD!!!!!!!!!!
Broadcasts loud and clear over everything.
And Guru sounds something like this:
“Don’t you think you should?”
“Just one.” Or “Just one more.” (Except when confronted with
cookies, pie, cake, ice cream, etc.)
“Yes and thank you.”
“Maybe you could try and see.”
Volume: very very soft. You have to be actively listening to
hear.
An example which happens all too frequently. Feel free to play along at home:
Cat wakes me up about ½ hr. before the alarm goes off (3:30
am and 4:00 am respectively). I fall
back asleep really hard. Alarm goes
off.
First thought: “Godd_mn you guys. I don’t wanna get up.”
Decide: GURU OR
VRITTI
Second thought: “Godd_mn you guyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyys. I feel
like crap. It’s no use to practice
today. I’ll do it tomorrow.”
Decide: GURU OR VRITTI
Third thought: “You could just do a little.”
Decide: GURU OR VRITTI
Later: “You’re on your mat.
You’ve done a little. How about
just one more?”
Decide: GURU OR VRITTI
Does Guru always win with me? Regarding getting to practice in the morning,
yes, the majority of the time. Believe
me, it took a very long time to create that habit. I’ve still got a long way to
go with hearing Guru over vritti in other aspects of life. Success in one small area means that success
in other areas is possible. Just takes
practice, study, and faith.
That’s all the time we have. Be sure to join us next time
when we play GURU OR VRITTI!
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