Yatkaroshi yadashnaasi yajjuhoshi
dadaasi yat;
Yattapasyasi
kaunteya tatkurushva madarpanam.
Whatever thou doest, whatever thou eatest, whatever
thou offerest in sacrifice, whatever
thou
givest, whatever thou practiseth as austerity, O Arjuna, do it as an offering
unto Me!
~The Bhagavad Gita IX.27. Sivananda, Tr.
Leave
off the “unto Me” part for now and focus on “Whatever thou doest…do it as an
offering.”
Our practice becomes an offering when we do two things:
First, we must accept and perform our practice as it is,
with good intention. We are not out to
compete or reach some level of perceived “perfection” attained or defined by
another. We do the practice that we have
right now, with full knowledge and belief that our practice is the best it can
be at that instant. It is not done with a sense of obligation; it is done as an
act of adoration. When a child creates a painting, we do not judge it against
the technical skill of a Van Gough.
Rather we adore the love and effort which went into it. And we display it in the place of highest
honor for all to see. As Gandhi said:
“Full effort is full victory.”
Secondly, we must practice without expectation of
reward. We practice because it needs to
be done, not to become more shapely, more relaxed, or as “good” as that
person. This is incredibly difficult for
any of us who practice Hatha Yoga and own a mirror. We can see the results of our practice (and
the results of not practicing) and become very caught up in the image looking
back at us. We must overcome this
attachment to the body. Quite difficult!
For some time I have been working on incorporating mantra
into my asana practice. Try inhaling
“Om” and exhaling “Om.” Or the Jivamukti
method of inhale “let” exhale “go.” (I personally inhale “Ra” and exhale “ma”
because that has meaning to me.) Try this with EVERY breath. It is hard. Concentrating on the mantra helps
to shift the focus away from just the physical position of the asana. Yes, I want to do (and you to do) the poses
safely, however judging our expression of an asana against someone else’s
criteria is not the purpose of asana practice.
And it is downright dangerous. Concentrating on mantra makes the mantra
the most important element, and interestingly enough, the body does what it
needs to do better because it is not confused by all that judgment.
How do I do samasthithi? I breathe Ra [in] ma [out].
How do I do a handstand? I breathe Ra [in] ma [out].
What happens when I fall out of handstand? I breathe Ra
[in] ma [out].
My practice is not the pose, it is breathe Ra [in] ma
[out].
Then the poses become an offering: the best poses you can
do at that moment done without expectation of reward. Then they are truly a manifestation of an act
of adoration, not an exercise.
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